Guess Who's Back?
I just got back from a weekend in Vegas...and (ahem...) I AM NOT SICK. Not only that, but I stayed up until like 2 am. Both nights. Granted, I didn't do the normal "going out all night" schtick that Vegas tends to call for...Friday night I met my two best friends there, one from another state and one who actually lives in Vegas (although I really still do not believe that anyone lives there...seems odd.) Anyway, it was Friday night and although I am not Shomeret Shabbat I still don't really go out on Fridays. They do, however. Still, they are really respectful. So we went to her house and just hung out with a bunch of people, and I had fun. I was worried that I would pass out early, but I was cool. The next day, we got up and I went jogging with my friends, three miles! (I have no idea who this girl with all the energy is...please let her know I am glad to meet her!) Saturday night we went out to dinner and a bar, it was fun. I only had one drink, which is more than enough these days, but I had a blast and more importantly didn't get too worn out.
Last night when I landed I was supposed to meet with Boyfriend, so I went to his house. We went out to dinner and had this huge talk, basically airing out issues that both of us were brooding over. At certain points in the dinner I think we must of looked like a first date, because I would look away, either trying not to cry or trying not to yell at him, depending on what point was being made. But because I had had the entire weekend to think about how much I really do not want to lose him, and how important it is to me to keep our relationship not only a priority but in a healthy status, I pushed myself to be real. It was hard, but everything is great now.
I don't want to get to overexcited, but I have so much energy! Almost like a normal human being! Gd is good.